its just the emotions

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Good Friday

HAPPY BELATED 20TH BIRTHDAY TO
NAH ZHU HUI!!!
my yummy cold udon with seafood tempura! whee~ im sorry my picture doesn't really do justice to how appetising it is. ;P
wah! 2 美女s! hee
yam cha!@
heard from zhu that this jap desert shop is famous de lo! like the ambience inside although they could mayb dim the lights a little. keke. Oya, i must mention that the ambience at Waraku is very romantic! we got the windows seat! hee, birthday girl got good luck!
i like the intricate detail on the plate!

We then sent Zhu back into her room before the clock striked 12. den after that mab and i( actually only mab) went bonkers and flustered over wad to do to make zhu's bday a BLAST! haha, though we din really blast her away literally, i sure hope we made her feel fuzzy fuzzy. hee, so fast become 20 le. No more a teen, become a tee alr, AUNT tee. teehehehe.
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Earlier on, i went to watch Kaixin's church drama tgt with Dung. and i received Christ. its really amazing, but im a baby christian, hope my faith grows stronger as the day goes by. Its really heartwarming to see all the glowing faces when i tell them the news. Like Sheryl, JoJo, Hong, Nicole, Lynn. Yokey and Trina too, though i dun get to see their face.
I really like this line from John:
The light shines in the darkness, but the darkness has not understood it.
i feel it describes my situation.
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today i handed up my 2 essays plus did my ppt on the 10page essay. hee, feels so good to throw away the gigantic rock that landed on my shoulder. and i felt pretty happy that i made the class laugh during my ppt albeit i very malu cuz i was very auntie and gong. hope that farhana wont tink im a joker and nv take my work seriously cuz i put in alot of effort in all my essays de lo! anw, mayb its cheap trills or wad la, but i enjoy seeing smiley faces on other ppl. I feel happy when i know that i have brightened up someone's day! hee.
haha, den theres felix the cat. first time someone ask for my msn lei. mayb i should be more ke siao all the time. hehe.
later is open floor le. YAY, food here i come. good timing for celebrations!WEE~

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

on marriage

dear diary,
my life now seems to be revolving ard the topic of marriage! ah~~~
1. my culture essay is on chinese weddings, have to write freaking 10page essay!
2. watched 27 dresses
3. watched THE WEDDING DATE
omg, got me totally addicted. this is BAD.
the guy is so darn charming. his hands, his voice, his sexy hair~~~
i want a birthday date too! haha. no la, im too shy alr. lol.

seriously i should heed clara's advice and stop watching so much drama. my weak heart is unable to take all these passion sia...

i know i dont know u yet i want u so bad~~~ lyrics of secret by maroon 5

i came back because i'd rather fight with u than make love to another.

i totally cant seem to get started on my essays. sigh.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

so near yet so far



dear diary,

my weekends have been so wonderful that today seem rather hard to trudge by.



fri night buffet with chai family was wonderful.

sleeping in the study room which looked like japanese style bedroom was fun.


sat shopping singing with yuny was like zooom! and super enjoyable:)))

love marina square!

this 2 dress top are so lovely, but the price is VERY LOVELY too.siao liao la $90++ for a top. wait till i find a money printing laogong first ba~



this checkered one is so kawaii i like! but also qt ex. stupid.wahah, i bot the katie tank! whee~ 50% off.



sun working at midas was relaxing and enriching. raymond and family also send me back to hostel, feel so loved.



today ah... busy but empty. nvm, 2 days hiong den later can slack le.



somehow i feel abit troubled and this cloud of uncertainty is looming over me...



hai, stupid clara in movieland, so busy these few weeks. we should have ikea getaways soon...
clara looking qt funny~ heh. ms lime green


shall focus on the happy news that my parents are back! yay!

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Bangkok Love Story

i totally love the ambience. so romantic! frosty frosty~
my yummy dinner at White Dog Cafe... i want the lobster soup! haha
cute dress!
the paw shaped strawberry... which is now in my stomach anw. heh
Cherry introduced this thai movie to me. haha, found it very nice. got cute handsome guys and they explored the very sensitive issue of homosexuality. Read some reviews about it and found that there underneath all the controversy of gay love and sex scenes, theres also underlying subtle discrimination of class and perhaps mockery of the thai police.


actually i dun care abt those, but i found the director being very apt in capturing their inner conflict and struggle. the scenes were really beautiful and jaw-dropping. if u tink having a tub bath at the rooftop, facing all the cbd buildings atrocious, wait till a handsome hunk comes along scrubing ur chest and escalating into deep kisses that seem to be able to draw all the sadness or soul out of ur mouth..i though it was really beautiful that he director captured the scene of their reflections in the water. Also the very fact that their forbidden love which is supposed to be hidden in the closet is being audaciously and paradoxically thrusted in the open.


i found this movie rather intriguing and yea, i realize i do have a thing for the deviant stuff. haha.


poignantly, it reminded me of gost. Somehow, i feel that one's childhood can deeply affect the future when u become an adult.


Wounds may heal but the scars remain.

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watched the leap years with min yest

not bad tho i felt it could have been done much better. perphaps everything was done too blatantly and there was minimal subtleties and not exactly very thought provoking. Ah! thats the word, i enjoy movies that leave u with many many thoughts. And it could have been more delicate and yet majestic in its simplicity.


but going out to civilisation is indeed liberating. kinda sick of the monotony...cant wait for my family to be back from china! looking fwd to the vietnam-malaysia-thailand trip with my dear neighbours. haha.


Saturday, March 8, 2008

Corona and Hooch









if a picture paints a thousand words, then why cant i paint it...
pendulum.

cheers m. it was a good experience for me. haha, finally know why men resort to that.

thanks c, u really r my buddy~ lub u deep deep

Thursday, March 6, 2008

dear diary,
sot wing proudly presents the "thousand hand buddha!"
my room became a lelong pasar malam overnight.haha.
(who lives in a pineapple under the sea?)
patrick the phallic symbol. keke
international instant noodles! love from dung(vietnam beef horfun) and cherry(thailand tomyam!) i exchanged Singapore's A1 bak kut teh with them! heh
ting is happy! completed my asm!wahaha.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

vice versa

when strangers become friends
vs
when friends become strangers
how poignant

Monday, March 3, 2008

TGIO

Dear diary,
First of all...
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HONG HONG!


im so happy my MTT are done! no more zzz off in the lib! see below, courtesy of Dung!

its kinda amazing how i've learnt to nod away so much in uni.... i rmb vividly that in sec and jc i was pretty alert all the time. the only time i nod off is during overseas bus rides.


to add to my collection of dried roses in hall.
that night we had NIGHT CYCLING, very fun! but unfortunately huiru had an accident. but shes a super brave girl. hope she get well soon! btw, clara say im a good cyclist. wahaha.i love praises. kekeke.
KR BIZ COM ROX! look at this wheel we made from scratch! nice man! and its really amazing and good to have connections! like in hall got alot of 大牌ppl. like got health minister's daughter. jean yip's daughter. sinma's daughters, canmake's cousin.
my weekends in hall wasn't as bad and lonely as i expected cuz got nice ppl like jia ee, dung, cherry and VAL VAL! very happy and touched that she stayed behind and pei me wake up so early and walk all the way from kr to science cuz got no bus on sunday morn...


look at Dung's medicine shop! gasp!

Dung say i look cuter in pic. real life not cute. haha. true la. mayb i should order a camera screen that is the size of my head so i can wear it ard. lol

Special thanks to Gim Sen and 4K and val's parents. All super nice ppl!!!

i like being in KR BIZ!

I love my KRazy SOT WINGers!


We all went really KRazy! love singing and taking photos tgt with them.

the blueprint for the billboard for KRV grant a wish project. im really happy to be working with changxi and annie ^^

Last but certainly not least, F4 eva. i'd like to decidate F4's 第一时间 to her.加油!我们会一直陪在你左右的!

ps. im super looking fwd to fri. wink wink clara. hee