its just the emotions

Friday, January 30, 2009

2009

This has been a busy year and everything passed in a flurry.
As a new year begins,
i wish it brings along new hopes and surprises that awaits everyone...

i've sort of lost track of time for the following events but still they are very meaningful to me. So here goes:
went to Chinatown with Val and Kelvin to collect the 美珍香bah kwas. it was the first time i visited Chinatown in the festive season. so i was pretty excited! and i learnt that 傻人有傻福 cuz Val and I managed to drive into the exact lane although we were completely lost! also from this project, it brought up certain memories of the past and i fully understand it isn't easy to be a leader and it is really impossible to please everyone... anw, im really thankful to be in Biz com cny subcomm as it has been a really good learning experience :D
BIKE 2 BIKE recce.
this was pretty recent. bridge.sunrise. emo auntie. circles. come what may.i wanna try the frog leg porridge, sha bo fan, gui ling gao, xiaolong bao! geylang!!!!fei fei wanton!chiong ah!demonic figure

aha! this is my masterpiece for today. the suddenly inspired xt at work. i used the membership card to form the words ROVERS and used the strings that were lying around and twirled it around to form the words BIKE2BITE. i enjoy making random conversations to random people. Speaking of which, i got a little interested with the prospects of being an insurance agent or LIFEPlanner as they put it. HMmm, i need advices. must ask mama first too...
our 29th Committee Reunion. i rmb this was during the first day when school reopen. Full strength of 15 was present. sometimes i wonder if im in a dream, climbing the mountains, biking at night, floating at the waterfall, gazing at the star studded night sky. carrying a bag that is taller than me, cooking on a mountain top. this seems pretty surreal. perhaps certain aspects of Rovers is really like a dream too. Seemingly Real but is that really the case? Illusions? *suddenly got alot of 感触。。。hmmm,i met alot of different ppl and their stories nv fail to surprise me(it fluatuates from the pleasant to the unpleasant, making me really hopeful and disappointed at the same time)
Quoting one of them, " 随缘吧。。。看破红尘”
anw, i like the fact that we always have our dinners tgt b4 meetings:) informally formal
恭喜发财!发啊~!牛年行大运!牛转乾坤!* 牛头马面。*lol. 真是牛头不对马嘴。
anw i love the variety shows this year, so many singing programmes:D
and i love the one where 伍佰sang like one million times 你是我的花朵。its like drilled into my head. WoOoo 你是我的花朵!and the dance accompanying the song is damn funny too! ONLINE!
我的家庭。:D
三朵金花。hee
my scary yet lovable sister.
My #2 CZPS gathering @ Teo Heng.It was a pretty weird experience on the whole but im really glad i caught up with PW. it was really really nice to have someone whom u can chat machiam like we knew each other for ages. loved the dessert tgt too.记得吃!
wahaha, so SEH hor. kekeke. TOUCH RUGBY carnival. quoting hong "virgin arms being violated by the sun"... :S lol. but seriously, sun burn is REALLLY BAD, i had to sleep with my back facing the roof for a couple of days cuz it was really scorched. :(((
talking about sports reminds me of FLOORBALL,
super sian diao cuz i sprained/ twisted/ krak krak ( i tot i heard that song or felt it krak krak ) my foot:((((
intially it was only a LITTLE PAINFUL but it soon developed into something that made me squeese my eyebrows everytime i try to walk normally(ie plant my entire feet on the ground)
but thankfully i figured out that walking around with a limp helps ALOT:D
i tink i am super happy and looking fwd that i can go home on a fri evening that i sorta forgot that there is Morning tut and lecs b4 that:( and brenda just pointed out the million dollar qn, how am i gg to walk to lessons tmr.
and the million dollar ans :*drums roll*
LAMELY
*tada*
-curtains fall-
thats all for now!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

helpless

there's so much to be said yet all i can manage is a whimper.

Monday, January 19, 2009

With Deepest Condolences

Memories
keep those who we
Love,
close to us
Forever
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Those who bloom in the heart of others never fade away.
May you find comfort and strength in your memories
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What we have once enjoyed,
we can never lose.
All that we love deeply
becomes part of us.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

简单就是美

F4缺C @ 三盅两件soup restaurant need some healthy dish, though i tried hard to abstain from egg and chicken, how could i miss out the 招牌菜 Samsui CHicken! yummy! the fish and pork soup was really bitter at first taste but later had a bittersweet甘甜aftertaste...
爱心&健康午餐
udon with eggtofu, carrot, celery, enoko and bunch muchroom and hand made meatball!
yay! its been a long time since i cooked this dish! simple, easy, healthy and yummy! :D
went to ntuc with ky in the morn to buy the ingredients and met this cute boy! haha. made my day! hoho
我最喜欢朋友来到我家了!我也很喜欢到朋友的家去:D


Recently i've been pretty sick with cough and fever:( and staying home to rest so youtube become a major entertainment...

萧敬腾 is soooo charming. haha. i love that he can sing happy, emo, old, new, hokkien, chinese, eng(ok mayb not so much of this genre) and i tink 超级星光大道 is a really good place to hear nice and good songs!i love all his duets! with Amei and Fanfan! nice nice nice...听了我好陶醉!and i think he looked really cute with his braided and blonde long hair! haha. he made me really wanna go to a 民歌餐厅. speaking of which i have yet to visit any pub this holz:( i really wanna go to a pub! haven't been to one in my entire two decades!
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i know i've been missing out on certain things happening in hall... but well, gain some lose some.
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one more day to sch days(daze) :S
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never once did i pack my ninja with such ... misses and reluctance

W-spare tyre.nostalgia.sadako.childhood memories.hurt.links.thanks for remembering.
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K-teeehee.auntie killer.takecare.
C-sweet dreams.
L-sayang.
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>PONYO<
"wads so nice about it" i asked
its ultra simple
the way a cartoon should be???
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simplicity.
something that is so oft taken for granted

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

bon voyage yokey!

pretty yokey with her gift and card by zhu! i tink so far yokey has been the only girl i've seen and known that can really carry off these curls! :D
listening to yokey speak about her sweden trip makes me feel really excited for her too! i would really want to go but mum seems pretty against the idea of exchange. tink its because of $$$. hmm nvm. i hope our 毕业旅行 plan will really come true:D i wanna go Japan(zhu!) and Taiwan(trabeus!) and Europe(yuny!). i hope F4 can go somewhere tgt too! omyyyyy, the thought of travelling is getting me all excited! ahhhh
recently i stumbled upon certain pictures in fb and found out something that made me pretty sad. i confided in gc abt it and im really glad he was there to listen:D really glad to have gone to the czps gathering and gotten back in touch with this piggie. haha
some randon musings:
although i've always gone on abt how i love my dhs days. i realise its a love-hate r/s. and its all connected to co. but sadly during the 团员大会& homecoming, both events, neither did i attend. i guess i nv was a big group person.
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it wasn't the big events that bonded us together but the small little secrets and sweet nothings that tied the pretty little bowstrings between us.
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although we did share beautiful moments and wonderful times together, it was but for a while. i should stop painting a beautiful picture of us in my mind for it will only remain there. 当一切只是过眼云烟。。。
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幸福,
虽然是短暂的,
但是,
不是说过,
不在乎天长地久,
只在乎曾经拥有吗?
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有些东西
当你把它退回时
附带的还有深深的伤害
或许是这个伤害
剥夺了你以后的幸福
让你只能眼睁睁地看着它
从身旁溜走
一去不回头

not your usual victorian style wedding

introducing to you the "kampong style" wedding!
location : village temple in JB
guest of honour: 村长speaking in a distinct accent addressing his 村民们
leisure activity: listening to the 长辈们sing oldies like 甜蜜蜜and CNY songs

it was quite an eye-opening experince cuz it was the place where mom was brought up. aunt brought me and mei ard the house and told us abt how the house used to be bigger and about the house well and the spooky 蝴蝶婆婆 and showed me mom's primary school which is directly ops the house and also the vegetable garden and many other things.

although things turned out VERY different from what i expected( i went there thinking it was going to be a posh hotel). BUT well, although i was (not pleasantly) Harshly suprised, i slowly saw the beauty in it.

For one, i loved the car journey where i see the respect for elderly. cant quite put it in words but it's like though u know someone is obviously wrong u just go along with the person and "pretend" to listen. haha

Second, i loved the fact that there were Gunungs and Tamans around. the air was cool and crisp too:) everyone there had a very 纯朴look and children were scooting around in motorbikes! even old couples of up to age 70+ were on scooters too. awww...

Third, it felt really surreal to see people of around my age all getting married. And i liked the fact the this couple are both uni grad yet they remain loyal to their roots:D according to 村长, 他们一个是硕士,一个是学士。and of cuz how can i miss out the ktv session where all the elderly sang.. mayb when i am a parent i would love this kinda wedding, i'd prolly hog on to the mike. hoho. but i certainly not wish to be sining one entire sentence later and in a different pitch! hoho.

the culture there was very different too. they actually address each other by shouting OI! across and haha, use plastic bags to tapao the remaining food that were leftover! As i was not feeling very well, i ate remarkably little :( what a waste to the yummy dishes!
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one night, i had a nice chat with mama, and i realise i share many similar encounters with her past. and im really glad i inherited her love for nature:D as she recollected her past, i felt this warm surge through me cuz i could see a child in her eyes and true happinesss as she relished her youth. i was especially touched over her choice of dad. 一颗善良的心 wins over any materialistic wealth. in the end of the day, it was love over bread. now, how many people can make this choice?
for a moment i was feeling very ashamed of myself for feeling certian ways towards my dad and i finally saw the light of usually invisible good points of my dad. these are really the intangibles. sometime in the pursuit of tangible and fighting to climb to the top in terms of job, salary, education level and stuff, we forgot the most basic intangibles like time spent together, love, care and concern and most imptly at the end of the day. whether money or love matters more to u. like what mama say, "dad doesnt have any of the 5Cs", but at least he will go la kopi C with my mama:D

i love conversation that bring about tears and laughter, it only bonds the heart closer. its this kind of conversation that i walk away, feeling like a better person and that i;ve learnt a whole lot more about life and wanting to live the upcoming days to the fullest.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

food, festives and feasts to 2009

010109 CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 3 DIAN SIAO ER-the duck was superb!
everything is disnified. if only life could be so simple and happy...
love the reflection and the pattern

"we've been to holland!"
and YES LA, i FINALLY got to eat my POPEYE's mash potato! yay. BUT Adeline! i still wanna eat the set meal with U de hor!:D
afterthat i headed to YUNY's house for their parents' wedding anniversary.
how sweet is that!?
i wonder when is my parents's wedding anniversary...
yuny told me that her parents used to both dye hair but now her mama doesnt dye due to some medical conditions... den her papa also pei her nv dye... AHhh. 真的是 白头偕老
den it was another round of food stuffins session and spying on ppl's facebook session. i love her ah ma's 独门秘方of "kiao" yummy! sauted seaweed mixed with chopped waterchestnut wrapped in wanton skin!
a surprisingly delightful combination!maybe next time can try for treks...haha
311208 COUNTDOWN @ THE SAIL
拖Connie 的福,we mangaged to view the fireworks from Tower 1 which had an unobstructed view of the marine bay floats:D
and also we were super lucky cuz she had the units facing the float so we didn;t have to go down earlier to cope place at the skyterrace where everyone booked their little corner. Needless to mention the whole crowd at the bridge area and the open land right below.
ok, my shots of the firework arent fantastic or whatsoever but well, i was too engrossed watching the fireworks this time than to be taking shots of them. the usualll WAAAAA.... WAAAA..... WAAAAA......
this time round it was better than that during NDP cuz of the location, we got Tower1 which had better view and also we had the tv showing the life telecasta so the music did help create the almosphere too. Plus, there was food and games yadayada...
i enjoyed the pool and fake jacuzzis( though i much prefer the waterfalls)
The highlight of the day(literally) was the HOT STONE Suana:D <3<3<3>
pls remind me to bring along salt scrub and hair treatment wax next time round.
yay, till then we can scrub each others back:)

the aquatic gym pool was nubbad too...

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为什么快乐和幸福就像烟火般的短暂呢?