gems in readings

We can feel and care intensely,

yet remain

-silent-

tremendous pathos...

寂寞让你更快乐

没有馀温证明了今夜这里没有人
我可以睡得很安稳也不想留灯
你没有责任 也可以当作从来没发生
快乐后当你疲倦了又在哪栖身

寂寞让你更快乐
贪图暂时微醺的气分
你越迷恋陷的越深
当你透露一个吻
情愿拥抱寂寞的沉沦
只要一起附和什么都别问

用微笑配合
努力扮演好你要的角色
闭上眼呼吸那么忐忑都不是真的
你不会记得每一个伪装快乐的眼神
沉默了当你痛哭失声我会打开门

寂寞让你更快乐
贪图暂时逃离的气分
你越尽兴陷的越深
当你透露一个吻
情愿拥抱寂寞的沉沦
那些陌生的人谁给你真诚

是过去伤太深
才让你根本不能相信永恒
你的手那么冷
总会有人抢着为你加温

寂寞让你更快乐
贪图暂时逃离的气分
你越尽兴陷的越深
当你透露一个吻
情愿拥抱寂寞的沉沦
不知所措的人我真的心疼

Cyclohunt 2008

sect cell
waihan and i. (check out my fan collection too! haha)

mini break @ arcade. gosh i cant dance for nuts.

i should just stick with blowing bubbles...(and live happily in it)
thanks for the gift and card:))) it took away all my fatique from the cycle from the safra area and ecp.
seriously i love cards. one simple note and gesture of care and concern is like totally enuf to make me feel super duper loved. thanks dude.
a blur of me. wrench my heart out?

adios. its time to put an end to this and get started. first up, minutes.

When We Were 7...

KR DND 2008 @ Raffles Town Club neither here.

nor there.
not anywhere.
where am i?

i like chemo cream.

Marvellous Monday

Sanrio Lantern Festival @ Chinese Gardenmin:) im so glad i found u. 青梅竹马
so happy we explored chinese garden tgt to find yummy porridge and ate candy "deer" tgt and i got my name in fanciful chinese calligraphy:)))
i've decided to go on a FAN COLLECTION. dear frenz, next time if u all wanna get me souvenier get me a FAN k! haha. So far my fan collection has a meagre strength of 4!!! (but im sure it'll grow! hee)
hee, i was super tempted to go after i saw ruth's blog. super sian mu. but yay, i went also!!!
YUNY OUTING @ Marina Square KBOX!!! :D




^pictures of bliss and happiness.
dun worry dear, 你没变。
there are certain things that happened that made me realise how important you are to me. ask me. 大小舒服。

dhsco

went to support ky's cco concert @ esplanade. im thankful and glad that i went.

City Chinese Orchestra. DHSCO. nostalgia.
the 2 ppl whom my life would have been very different w/o them.
wgy and ttk. i kinda miss them.

its quite queer cuz i actually miss having dazu and feeling the all warm after a certain song. I miss having the feeling for a particular song. i miss feeling this surge of "hot air" dessipating from me after playing a particular piece. i miss twirling that ring on my casio watch. i miss having to turn and peep at u.

its been quite some time since i teared to a song... but wgy did it. looking at her expression while performing on stage during 梁祝 coupled with her melody injected with both skils and emotions, did just it. I guess i really appreciated it cuz it wasn't a song that im familiar with, unlike 龙腾虎跃or 瑶族舞曲。The latter evokes a different feeling altogether-One of familiarity, albeit laced with poignancy. i am actually deeply, and secretly honoured that i had the chance to be chairperson of this overwhelmingly passionate cca where i guess its the only one in my life that made me breathe together with the rest.

with all eyes on this puny shrinking man, we all breathe together to the first sound delicately produced with a flicker of his finger.

beneath his white coat contains the burning passion that is so eternal that i cannot help but sigh and give a silent whimper. *respect*

离人

银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯
悬在绒绒的天上
你的心事三三俩俩蓝蓝
停在我幽幽心上
你说情到深处人怎能不孤独
爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚
我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅

离人放逐到边界
彷佛走入第五个季节
昼夜乱了和谐潮泛任性涨退
字典里没春天

离人挥霍著眼泪
回避还在眼前的离别
你不敢想明天
我不肯說再見
有人说一次告别
天上就会有颗星又熄灭
*
too many things running thru my mind now.
sleep shalt do the wonder.

自作孽
the second cut doesn't hurt as much as the first
a general sense of unbelonging
burden

O fie. just let me swing

趁早

到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂
其实是一片荒凉

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤

我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老

我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

I love A*mei's songs!!!! i wanna go KBOX!!!!!!!
记得， 真实， 勇敢，哭不出来，剪爱，原来你什么都不要，我无所谓，听海，。。。and so much more!!!!

and my favourite pair of duet couple is: 许茹芸& 熊天平！！！！爱情电影& 你的眼睛。。。 *\q^v^p/*

KBOXKBOXKBOXKBOX!!!!TEOHENGTEOHENGTEOHENG!!!!CHINATOWN10DOLLARCLUB!!!!

im such an oldie...and im proud of it!

xyzm

better late than never:)



love love :) -

went out with qing just now. happy happy:)

i tink i should appear offline at times, some ppl are getting pretty annoying. grr.

im sad. why is it that when i tink i've found 对的人.... u r so near yet so far :(

ps. im a damn lucky girl. I read all the readings for my MTT except one last one. and O wells i dio4 THAT particular reading. and somemore everyone in the class has different qns one. i tink i should go buy 4D alr..%$^*()#.

life's simple pleasure

Bike Recce with the 29th was....
super tiring! i totally coma-ed the entire sunday away...
but it was really fun! From the beginning i was chionging off, and they mentioned sth abt witono( in his tight suit and helmet and zooming off) haha, mayb i should join his group lo, i like to chiong one.. keke
oh yea, i must thank zhan wei for being such a nice guy to help me carry my slingbag:) CC also very nice la, offered to help BUT I rmb is U who hai me become spoilt radio ( one night in beiiiii---POMP, *xt lands on the ground*, Jon screams,"take photo!!!!" xt starts cursing jon.) haha, its fun having a siao ta por like jon in our group. haha.so happy my group got alot of singing frenz like adeline, grace and eunice. oya, thanks CC for sending us to ecp and also back:) 超级大好人！seriously i tink my com got alot of 好人。 like zw lo, good until kena CON! tsk tsk...

earlier in the day we had store maintanenc and banner painting...it was fun painting and singing tgt with the pub cell ppl:))) and im proud of our banner. swee la!

^ruth and i saw this super cute whale soft toy beside the toilet! kawaii~~want to go kiap it up!
^ we cycled till we saw sunrise!totally shag!
^ my momento from the fall.


^ my beautiful rooftop in KR...
perhaps the only beautiful thing around, midst this ugly world.
***OUTING WITH YUNY!***

^yay, we 不约而同 wore the clothes we bot at the factory outlet @ roxy:))) we shopped at FEP and once again, more clothes!!! haha, seriously is there going to be any outing w/0 any spendings on cloths?!?! keke.

***GOLDEN MILE with mama and momo***
yay, mama went to visit her frenz there and i got to kap clothes from her fren! and my new 鸭嘴帽. :DDD i love thai food! love their mango with the special powder( chilli+sugar+salt) love tom yum gung! love the cute lil brinjals!
love the randomness of close frenz:)

totally, we are just squatters.

from ock to playgrounds to mrt stations to lt's void deck to nus carparks.

where do we not squat?

my fren's fren: BOB^( see i still rmb hor)

"all we need is cigarette or some glue"...

only u and i will not give a damn.

2nd meeting with rovers. prelude. steamboat

love the steamboat and the candidness of this shot! love natural shots:)

^pudding making with ivy