its just the emotions

Sunday, August 31, 2008

我的家庭真可爱





“自恋狂!" lol

老豆的莲花指 ^v^





神经错乱的妹妹
鼎泰丰is my all time fav ;P




I LOVE MY FAMILY! :DDD

Thursday, August 28, 2008

alienation

is felt when

your familiar and trusted territory is invaded by an entire mass of strangers

as if that wasn't bad enough

you are in a mob where you feel like you are the only sore thumb sticking out and belonging no where

your favourite past time changes channel and makes you highly uncomfortable

your friend is right beside you, you know she feels likewise yet you both know that this aint the right time to speak

you make your exit sleathily like a theft, disappearing into the heart of darkness

leaving your friend behind there, thinking
三十六计, 走为上计

what a bitch

~When the familiar becomes unfamiliar,我们变成
世上最熟悉的陌生人

Schizoprenic

性格分裂症
双重性格
pendulums
moodswings
*
O FIE FIE FIE!
*
gosh, this series of events is leaving me drained and exhausted
*
making small talks requires great effort
*
politics scary
*
motives hideous
*
uncertainties vexing
*
compatibility doubting
*
friction brewing
*
friendship wavering
*
leadership flickering
*
passion burning
*
responsibilty beckoning
***
I hate the feeling when there is explicit underlying tensions yet people just plaster it up with a mask.
Shall we talk?

Certain things will get better in time.
While the cliched saying indeed has its power
Time will heal all wounds
Certain pressing issues are such "bloody images"
that it is too ghastly to ignore

*
Things didn't seem to start off very smoothly with 2 distinct groups to begin with.

2 halves never make a whole

*
Inevitable disappointment and sadness
Rejection is never taken easy
Soak it in slowly
*

Note to self: Never Be RASH
Note to self 2: Rmb the lessons learnt.

stuck on you


gain some; lose some

lights will guide u home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to
fix you

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Whacky Weekends!

nothing beats having handicrafted cum personalised bowls to use:)
sot wing rox!
Sunday: FLOORBALL MATCH like a whirlwind, the ball got whacked in. OLE!

happyhappy, it was really ironic that ball. cuz right before that match, during warm up, all my shots were either cui or heading everywhere except the goal. and i was pretty uncomfortable playing line 1.
BUT, somehow, it went IN! whee~
I think its highly important to play something you like. And usually it tallies with how well you play the sport.
well, touch rugby is fun but hmm, some experiences are better forgotten.
i found it particularly amazing how certain rules can be so deeply ingrained in the brain.
Anw, a little shoutout to clara.
Actually im quite happy to be coaching the freshies touch and helping u do ur job. Hee, lucky and thankfully got all the complements thats why i can still keep it going. I am easily humoured and pleased de la. :D
Saturday Night: FIREWORKS FESTIVAL by the Korean team
Kudos to Connie, our huge family managed to march up to Sail 51th storey to catch the fireworks! sweela~~~my vocab for that night seemed to have degraded to onometopia- WAAAAAAAAA WAAAA WAAAAA..
Guess i have broken my promise to myself to go watch fireworks with my special half alr. But well, watching it with my lovely family is a heartwarming experience as well.
Just that when i turned my back and saw Sophia in the arms of Joe looking like they were in love river, i went...... awwwwwwwww. 好幸福哦!not only are they rich, capable, influential, nice and all, their love have crossed all boundaries and superficiality. I admire them from the bottom of my heart.
After the show, they all went home in cars, but i had to go back hall alone:(
But surprisingly it was quite a surreal experience, i guess the fireworks did its magic.
and right before that,
FAMILY REUNION BUFFET DINNER @ SHANGRI-LA HOTEL

hee hee, it has been quite some time since our family gathered. And whee! i ate like 5 days worth of dinner! super yummy la~see, momo also agree!
the desserts were totally artistic and amazing lo! we had choc elaire that had golden balls (choc) and also the cookies and cream ice cream totally made my day. they have this cold plate to "fry" our vanilla flavour ice cream with cookies and choc chips chooped up tgt. And thats not all, can still top with all the gummy bears and the tit tit candies u find in candy boxes! *wonderland*

i figured out that i get really happy to find kbox frenz :D

lalala~

Friday, August 22, 2008

OP-tata junren & pedicure

BIMBO SESSION @ FAR EAST
tada! presenting cherry and my pretty toes! mine is pinkish red~keke Mango Lingo~ yay, so far no one can resist the power of it. *slurps*
i bot this as my exchange gift. so sweet hor~
amie so cute la~ haha. my bimbotic mani/pedi gang.plus ethel.
cherry and i at the super yummy 饺子拉面shop
pedicure in the process OP outing- farewell for Jun Ren

@ the arcade
so innovative lo this shot!
kawaii
sayonara mr junren

i still love mother garden. this sticker pad only $6.50 nia~~~ totally tempted to buy...:(((
cute cute cute cute
my dinner @ kim gary
Optimus Prime
we're a queer group that takes really long to warm up.
During Risco, adel and i had the horriblest time trying to make everyone high and enthu...
but now... OP sais are getting really nice and cosy with one another.
really glad to know this buncha ppl :)
someone i foresee that im gg to have more fun with rovers... whee~

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

difference

sometimes, it simply boils down to difference

different expectations
different values
different personalities

Stong reflections

Stong, a source of wonder, beauty, inspiration and solace.

Stong is also a wellspring of life, simply the notion of escape and adventure it represents is enough to get one on the toes.

Not only that, it offers the ultimate sensory experience-breathtaking views of the lush canopies, twin waterfalls and stunning night sky, songs which you can bob your head to, yummlicious food cooked under the stars and above the Bunsen burner, experience mother nature on your fours and sweat it all out.

Activities that can set your adrenaline pumping are caving, water repelling and the summit trek. As night falls and physical activities ceases, the atmosphere sets the tone for a more sensuous and romantic rendezvous. Shooting stars aplenty and first class cinema seats to view the starlit sky. I am especially fascinated by the power of the night sky, which I perceive as a gentle, creative force which provides a tangible link to somewhere deep in my heart. Somehow, its amazing how one can respond to the night sky with such intensity.

A little tip to make your trip more enjoyable-Brush up on your mando pop and English oldies as well as national day songs as. Cuz as the night falls, the mood for singing goes in the reverse direction. Apologies goes to the love birds who are interrupted by several sining nightingales.

We also have night time tutorial for AS1101E (astronomy) as we learnt how to differentiate mars from satellites. Distinguish constellations such as the orion belt and the scorpion’s heart is so vivid that even the blind can probably see and dance in delirium.

The next morning, a magnificent “sea of clouds” greated us as the tangerine. Witness for yourself the sky change hues and perhaps it can be described a palate of watercolour changing magically.

Who says the GSS offers the best deals? Dabong has its very own SDGMS(super duper Great Malaysian Sale) , this applies especially for footwear which costs as little as a whooping RM$5 for a pair of rubber trek shoes that will give you an instant boost to your confidence just like what spinach does to popeye. *2 thumbs and 2 big toes up*.

For the pak tor yao peeps, there is always “ Nasi Pataya” and “ Nasi USA” for you! Just that it might take a leeeetle longer to make. The meal has to air flown from USA you see. Taken with a pinch of salt pls. Also, we have our very own Stong crusine which includes mushroom-hotdog omelette topped with melting cheese. Worry not about bland and tasteless maggi noodles, as our main course for dinner is garnished with broccoli and savoured with canned mutton.

Apart from the night sky, the next fascinating thing in Stong has to be its waterfall. Check out the natural jacucci and panaromic view offered. Your bathtub is as big as the river basin can get. Just that minutes later, you see that your bathtub transforms into a kitchen sink where dishes are being washed in. How fascinating! And the following morning, tada! It becomes your washing basin where you brush your teeth as well! Oh, before I forget, it serves as large reservoir of water tank where we drink from it too. Talk about multi-functions. I bet river stong beats everything hands down.

All these experiences established a special place in my heart. Beyond the adventure, the precious friendship forced through these treks are something that is truly priceless. Words cannot do justice to the fuzzy sensation that I felt when I found people who can share such similar frequency and passion with me. Go experience it for yourself.

Friday, August 15, 2008

a flurry of blur III

HALL BASH
@ the Arena
i have always tot that i am NOT a clubbing person...
especially after the traumatising past experience, i was seriously NOT intending to go for it. BUT THEN... for friendship and mother teresa.
I bot the tix. boo
when we entered, someone commented that this place is more for drinking. mayb that helped a bit. i tot this place looked nicer that DXO anw.thankfully, after being annoyed at stupid passerbys that kept strolling in front of us and stepping on clara's toes, we finally got a seat beside the sleeping nathan. our E block pagent- CK
thankfully he was there sitting so i could join him
thankful for crazy clara who is there to entertain me with crazy antics and cam whoring. haha wad a slutty shot! shit!
WHY SO SERIOUS? CHILL...
it was indeed an eye opening experience sitting by the side and observe...
again, it was MUCH MUCH better than b4.
oh, im such a positivist! adieus!tata