its just the emotions

Monday, April 27, 2009

past the point of no return


how can a module wrench your heart so much. damnit.
the magdalene sisters.bbm. sex in a cold climate.formula17.
AHHHHH
why cant life be just gugu the cat or ponyo?

delicate

或许这样的天空只是一朵朵的小花,
轻轻地落下来却无法寻找影子



hold me tight before i fly away

恋空

Saturday, April 25, 2009

无所谓



爱变成疑问句
写在彼此心里面
不抱歉不告别
用沈默划上句点
若逃不过思念
把泪藏在梦里面
不去想不去猜
你窗内那个人是谁


如果相爱过程感觉是千真万确
我想我要我喜我悲
只见你沈默以对

如果那个人弥补你寂寞的空位
我盼我等爱上我恨
你可以都听不见

无所谓 无所谓

happy robots

before i head back to the books which i tink will depress me again...
heres some happiness.the 2 bumblebees and the girl whose head is stuck in a lightbulb that says think positive:)
pegs and i went for a lunch date after our the monstrous 3101 paper and i sure did enjoy myself!
休息是为了走更长的路nyny->mof
i tink pegs look very cute here! like thinking," ayy, where am i ah?" keke.
btw, this is the place where i wanted to go after the flykite session.
the wise one said: "why are u all so emo? just take a step back and laugh at all these drama"


I LOVE THIS PHOTO:) kudos to peggy darling:)
DUN EMO, EAT IMO.
(dun emo, check email)
(dun emo, wear elmo)
doraemon is love!
mayb if someone wore a doraemon suit and propose to me i would say yes? lol
paiseh anticlimax.
motivation to all!
i tink the unisex char i drew is very cute hor!:)
alrighty, back to my sex(ualit)y readings *rolls eyes*

Thursday, April 23, 2009

angels

kaixin is one of them:)
thank you.
sometimes a simple gesture and note beats everything.
it's been a loooooong time since i had that 感动 feeling



this is for the tired and weary souls.

why do you have to send my tediously built up lego crashing down with your nonchalence. i hate u

sms -one made my day, one screwed it up.
why is it that it is always the negative that gets blown out of proportion and engulfing the other.

wtf

eternity

life is full of surprises.
as i sat on the swing alone,
enjoying my date with mister sun.
RP came along and swang with me
we then sang a medley of ktv:)))

a few hours later,
J and I sat at the same swing
appreciating the beauty of the lightning
another gem in the night sky

D the mum found out the affair of X and the half naked guy.
notes on a scandal
coming soon to a cinema near u

this quote is stuck to my head
one lifetime isn't too long to be lonely,
there is eternity
i wanted to share it with u personally but was afraid u would be too emo

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

i am a screwdriver






life is filled with uncertainties.
u nv know whether that will be your last laugh/cry
*cough*
so live it to the fullest.
u know what,
the screwdriver works both ways.
im afraid of the dark:(
*
today i saw a guy tear.
it hurts.
but it will heal.
time will heal all wounds.
RR:
emptiness and loneliness might hurt,
but what can be worst than
hopelessness
knock knock
who's there?
-silence-

Monday, April 20, 2009

the secret to happiness

*click on it to see more clearly!*
u know what?

i know we're all screwed up.
but well,
there's always a screwdriver:)

the above poem i dedicate it to all my dear friends. paiseh its more of my own rendition but im sure u guys have urs too!:)

( dung says its just an essay which i kept paragraphing. lol)

thanks rachiepooo for the yummy dessert!:D
yay, tmr there is chickenwing and bubbletea! whee:)
ps: i miss my neighbour.

CAIYINHONG AND CLARAFUSHIHUI
i tink they are either
a. abducted by aliens in UFO
b. kidnapped by mas selamat
c. stuck in the toilet bowl

SOMEBODY SAVE THEM and return them to me!
BnW photos credits to val with the new camera:)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

love

the starter is a love-hate r/s for clara: they say friendship is like wine, the older the better:) time has left its mark on the artwork u did for me, but it will always remain in my heart:) anw, i tink it looks better like this. vintage:) haha for once it looks like cherry is painting for me rite? haha. not lo.
btw thats dung behind, looks like clara hor. must be we stay tgt too long, begin to look like one another. lol. yay, love my $5 club marc shorts:)my kinky mummy asked me to help her dye her hair with Henna! i nv knew henna could be used on the hair! now she looks a little like ron weasley's mum.
love that spontaneous outing with pegs and my crazy buys. haha, the best thing is we went there with the purpose to purchase her camera film but in the end we bot everything except that. whoopsy!
love the lace:)
zoom out a little
i love my mummmmmyyyy:DDD


thankew uncle raymond for buying 2 fans for us!:D my mom has the bestest siblings seriously. my shoes are all frm midas free, my holz job secured by aunt, free labour and car to help me move stuff from hall, and many many more... next time when i earn money liao will 回报them one.
colourful!:)
this is for my blog readers:)

last but not least
here i proudly present the photo that touched my heart and of which i consider the
epitome of love

never underestimate the power of love.
i respect my mama alot alot.
quote of the day:
“Sometimes, there are things in our life that aren’t meant to stay.
Sometimes, change may not be what we want. Sometimes, change is exactly what we
need. And sometimes, saying goodbye is the hardest thing you think you’ll ever
have to do, but sometimes, saying hello again is the thing that breaks you down
and makes you more vulnerable than you ever thought possible. Sometimes, change
is too much to bear. but most of the time, change is the only thing saving your
life.”

Saturday, April 18, 2009

geylang sipaku geylang

all i have to say is i love my 6th floorers:)
love the spontaneous outing which was organised and proceede with in within like minutes!?
they beat the rovers peeps hands down! now who says girls cant eat as much as guys?! i seriously tink we ROCK~!

as much as i hate hall at times, these are the times which make me really love hall.
actually its just the people and the things we do.
it was nv about a stupid building. (tho the rooftop is love)

especially love it when people actually listen and understand wad u mean and shared similar sentiments.
i was really pleasantly surprised when J reiterated my words:)
mayb it mollified me when someone else had to marr my beautiful happily ever after picture.

anw, i tink i seriously should stop eating/showing my love for food.
cuz people are starting to associate me with some monsterous pig who haven eaten in decades and things"xiaoting is going to give birth to a chicken!". Yet on hindsight, i tink that is really what i will miss. food really makes me smile. haha. shit. i rmb the days when f4 always called me "carnivorous" and i always tot when ppl called u piggie or pig, its a form of endearment.

im happy cuz these few days i found the old feeling i had for this particular person. im thankful for that reassuring hand u put on my shoulder at the rooftop( it really prevented my heart crumbling and somehow i found strength in it) i tink u made the perfect example of not having to say or do anything, but be there and lend a helping hand. thank you for not just looking at me from a distant but really held me.

as for the other u who i tot i had given my heart to. i tot i we had opened our hearts to each other but i guess i was wrong. its ok. life is never fair. i just hope that u will be happy.

hold me tight, let me go. (of love, restraint and letting go)

next sem will be a better sem.
no more drama, no more TWLWT
say hi to paper faces.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

whole again

thank god zhu and mab was around. thanks zhu for sharing with me the jap song and also sorry i used up quite a number of ur tissue. haha.mab thanks for rushing down after ur lessons too.

i made a little something for friends in hall. hope they'll like it.
i realise its my first and last time doing such things for hall.
rmb the dhs days where we jumped at every opportunity to make things for each other. it was really enjoyable and i always felt very loved.

it seems as we got older, we get busy with more "serious" stuff and forgetting about sweet little nothings...

tuesdays...are heartwrenching and agonizing
i hate to think that im the only one agonizing over u agonizing about someone's else's agony.

its time to piece my shattered heart back into a whole.

Monday, April 13, 2009

fly me to the moon

loves it! :)
omg, i cant believe i posted my diary entry onto my project blog instead! lol. must be brain sot sot at 5am liao. haha. paiseh and thanks bren! haha.

the weather today was exceptionally good!:) thank god i wasnt mugging in a lib or sth.
the only pic of us. my hand. ur feet. ultraman kite :D
i really love my pictures! yay~ really is not bad rite, consider i nv learn photog b4. anw, i tink im damn zai. pls praise me too and let me be happy if u tink so too! haha. thank you in advance! hoho

poster shot!
check out the rainbow at the board:)
咸蛋超人万岁!~
what is the colour of the traffic light in your heart?
mine is red.

songapore

just for laughs! :)

really enjoyed doing project with bren and hong!

our body clocks are seriously screwed! machiam having 2 day intensive camp doing until 5am...woah, but fun!

http://www.songapore.blogspot.com/ to find out more if u are interested!

enjoy!

Friday, April 10, 2009

cat socrates

things that makes me :)