STOP

what a timely arrival!
the picture doesnt do justice to the actual sight.

i accidentally ventured to this area where i climbed up(frantically, worried that i will miss the wonderful view), only to end at a cul-de-sac. the spot was perculiar, like a watchtower with size just nice for a seat. boy i was so tempted to climb over the railing to reach the other side...but it was nice to see someone else apreciating the beauty frow where i was.

do u see the energy bursting out? diffusing the blues

how many

stop(studying)

stops(to home)

stopped(to stare)?

(inspired by the first photo)

i tink im falling in love with mr sun

心情写照

especially adore the lingering blue despite the absolute contrast

the palpitating heart.the.heart is an organ of fire.
the heart was reflected. was reflected but dispersed
i have reflected as well.


i stood. sat .swang. watching the phoneix/bird/peacock fly away...

ps * xyzm reunion is complete* YAYness

library

bankrupt sands

November 6, 2008. Reports that Sands' stocks had tumbled precipitously from a high of US$123 to $7 rocked the gaming industry. The company announced that it was in dire need of fresh capital without which it expected "to miss certain borrower obligations." In simple English, it would go bankrupt.

And a bankrupt LVS "would need to immediately suspend portions, if not all, of our ongoing global development projects and consider other alternatives.''The strategy worked. Alarm bells went off in Singapore and Government officials were at the table with LVS faster than one could say "Bankrupt!"

-when the economy is plumetting all the way south, all the govn can do is to 砸钱on gambling? haiz....

sc2214 really makes me wake up...

2

i tink im overly obsessed with this number

cant believe that i wrote for the past few papers that im in sem 2.
and i tot p and bl was graduating this sem

tink im yearning for 2nd dec too much...

and also the metaphorical 2.

i dono to laugh or cry that immediately after my exams i alr have so many activities....dont really feel like a holiday.

"The future is not something hidden in a corner.
The future is something we build in the present."
- Paulo Freire

步伐

太快跟不上；失落

太慢一个人独领；孤独
和我肩并肩同步走的人何时会出现；盼望

its not always rainbows and butterflies its compromise that moves us along
~shewillbeloved

家

this is what keeps me going through terrigible and horrigible times:)
haha. machiam i am overseas lidat...

ohmyomyomy, this semester is so turmulous!
O great waves! Opal is the sea! Ofie fie fie!~ i wish i was doing sth like Othello/GOST again instead of mean mode median. blahz

I shamelessly ripped this from my dear Z's blog...hee. i share her love for the sad sad quotes now... and i really grew to appreciate it. i rmb in jc days i had a book where frenz would scribble things down for me. i always complained that z's was always soooo sad and depressing that i entitled that particular page THE GREAT DEPRESSION. but somehow i realise its these quotes in which u seek solace in. as though they penned down your thought and put a finger to your feelings at that moment. perhaps the quote becomes ur fren when u have no one to turn to... haha, mayb im stretching the argument a little too much. note my academic tone. heehaa!

" start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle and I wonder if it isn't one I have to fight for as long as I live. I wonder if it's worth it.--- Prozac Nation, Elizabeth Wurtzel

Depression is such a cruel punishment. There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood tests to send people scurrying in concern. Just the slow erosion of the self, as insidious as any cancer. And, like cancer, it is essentially a solitary experience. A room in hell with only your name on the door. - Martha Manning

trivia: 冷风过境。风水轮流转。 哈哈its just the monsoon la.

不肥@the plaza

this sumptuous meal came after a much sweated gym-ing session with clara fu who declared we have the MYR disease...keke..
i love the 生孩子 machine :D where we worked on the innner thighs and outter thighs. the cycling machine is my best fren since clara is happily torturing herself. i swear i would have cycled back to simei if the machines wasnt grounded. so sad no eye candy but it was pretty amusing to hear the guys go uUhGHH... lol.im looking fwd to more gym sessions( im surprised to myself too!) haha

after burning like X amt of fats, i put on XXXXXX amt by gorging myself with all the yummy food...
darjeeling tea reminded me of the movie i watched with qing and hong:) doesnt taste verynice, i still prefer my peppermint tea.
so healthyrite, all my relatives were stunned that im eating veg salad instead of MEAT! and i take so little somemore! tsktsk.i love the baby tomatos, super nice!

i totally gianed the wasabi teh sashimi. this one paled in comparision but at least i got to eat sashimi! yay.

wahaha, free flow of tempura! :D

yay, my fav sharks fin soup! i am soooo proud of myself, so innovative. i put the giant (cold) prawn into the shark fins soup and it was damn fantastic. i rmb the last time i did that the ang mor tourist was so fascinated and couldnt stop praising me... wahaha. den she did that for her whole family! haha. *aunties of the world unite!*

i nv bluff u the prawn ( or at least the head) is HUMONGOUS! must be very haolian(头大）的虾。

very amusing, must take photo.

views on the way to the hotel...

my 舅母got it rite, "xiaoting 哪里不回来吃的！”cuz earlier on i told my mum i will give it a miss cuz i wanna starrrr deeee... *rolls eyes*

my cute cousin and my cute donald duck tee:)

looking fwd to 2nd!

note to self: study hard and dun tink too much!别杞人忧天！

that smile

sent a chill down my spine

your smile was cold

no it did not warm my heart
as you grow closer to them
you drew away from us
inevitably

theory of insecurity and loneliness

research qn:
does anyone love me?

hypothesis:
because no one loves me
i need to love myself a little more

conclusion?

shopping part 2

i cant seem to get started on my readings:( bad bad..

went with ivy to vivo and harbourfront to shop! :D wahaha, i bot 1 top, 1 pair of slippers and 1 sports ***! yipee, i love la Senzas stuff.. so pretty and comfy!

we saw this dress. i tink its quite funky and i like it!:D but its like $55.. tsktsk. and i tink my deer necklace can go with it! haha. its a pity that i feel the print at the bottom seem to be abit asymmetrical...

we had dessert which looked pretty normal... but tasted heavenly:D i like the milk and syrup mixed up with everything...yum yum

and we shared our food. i had pig organ's soup which blew me away with its rich and herb-y rich taste:D

i made a little card for her... haha

thanks qing for the bodyshop stuff :) and yay, the necklace and belt was bought at 3 for $10. wad a steal:)

omytian, i only have 9 more days to my exams and im still totally in shopping mood :I

HOW?!somebody save me!

poles

i love the intricate lace details :) but well, the dress costs a whooping $149.90 so...,i'll just keep the memories ba... haha

WASABI TEI@ FEP with Qing :D

my dish #11- forgot the jap name alr... but well, its REALLY YUMMY:DDD its really healthy cuz i saw that the chef started off with literally a mountian of vegetables on the claypot den after sometime, the green mountains starts shrinking and then he adds in all the other ingredients like shitake mushroom and my 金针菇and thick danghoon and the uber fresh cod fish! omy天， the best is their broth...
buden.. their service not very good. the chef(husband) and waitress(wife) seem to be on a pact/competition on who can speak the least number of words and who can show the blackest face...hmmm. *shrugs*
and well, if u want good food u have to Q. the shop opens at 5.30 pm but at 5pm there is already a Q outside alr. its a small little shop which seats only 18 ppl so once its full, u have to Q outside...

i really enjoyed the food(and of cuz the company:D cuz it was totally spontaneous that we decided to dine there and thanks to qing to letting me kap so much sashimiiii..love ya!
i tink they can do away with the 招财猫 alr lo, totally biz huat alr!

qing is totally happy...

earlier in the day, i meet up with min:D

i got a pleasant surprise when she gave me a packet of 旺旺雪饼。so happy :D really very thankful that i made this 青梅竹马fren. as i saw min eating her hougang fishball noodles, i felt so comfortable and at ease with her, its like i have known her for ages:D and im super thankful that i have met such a wonderful fren in uni.

oh, and i received my bday present from qing too:) haha. thanks thanks:D

*

aint it amazing qing

that we are poles apart

in character and taste(in clothes)

yet our friendship
is as strong as the attraction

between the opposite poles

of north and south

i love bah kwas

i like this photo! very bright and colourful!(but .,.. its time for diet. :(
on the other hand, i tink im the master of emo shots. wahaha. and clara praised me for my nice photos! wahaha. song~

thousand hand buddha. wah i 扎马步 until wanna leg cramp liao lo....

i love this photo! :D

this one also one of my fav :)

i like natual shots too:) i like to shoot and be shot as well. hoho. i enjoy talking to strangers and listening to what they have to say too:)

omg, i love the durian pancake. hot cripsy outer layer and the cold and flavorful cold durian...ooOooheavenly

the official krbiz com cny group:)

yay, im so happy to get in biz com and cny group:) yay, thanks val val:D

really had a fun time @ chinatown