不肥@the plaza

this sumptuous meal came after a much sweated gym-ing session with clara fu who declared we have the MYR disease...keke..
i love the 生孩子 machine :D where we worked on the innner thighs and outter thighs. the cycling machine is my best fren since clara is happily torturing herself. i swear i would have cycled back to simei if the machines wasnt grounded. so sad no eye candy but it was pretty amusing to hear the guys go uUhGHH... lol.im looking fwd to more gym sessions( im surprised to myself too!) haha

after burning like X amt of fats, i put on XXXXXX amt by gorging myself with all the yummy food...
darjeeling tea reminded me of the movie i watched with qing and hong:) doesnt taste verynice, i still prefer my peppermint tea.
so healthyrite, all my relatives were stunned that im eating veg salad instead of MEAT! and i take so little somemore! tsktsk.i love the baby tomatos, super nice!

i totally gianed the wasabi teh sashimi. this one paled in comparision but at least i got to eat sashimi! yay.

wahaha, free flow of tempura! :D

yay, my fav sharks fin soup! i am soooo proud of myself, so innovative. i put the giant (cold) prawn into the shark fins soup and it was damn fantastic. i rmb the last time i did that the ang mor tourist was so fascinated and couldnt stop praising me... wahaha. den she did that for her whole family! haha. *aunties of the world unite!*

i nv bluff u the prawn ( or at least the head) is HUMONGOUS! must be very haolian(头大）的虾。

very amusing, must take photo.

views on the way to the hotel...

my 舅母got it rite, "xiaoting 哪里不回来吃的！”cuz earlier on i told my mum i will give it a miss cuz i wanna starrrr deeee... *rolls eyes*

my cute cousin and my cute donald duck tee:)

looking fwd to 2nd!

note to self: study hard and dun tink too much!别杞人忧天！

that smile

sent a chill down my spine

your smile was cold

no it did not warm my heart
as you grow closer to them
you drew away from us
inevitably

theory of insecurity and loneliness

research qn:
does anyone love me?

hypothesis:
because no one loves me
i need to love myself a little more

conclusion?

shopping part 2

i cant seem to get started on my readings:( bad bad..

went with ivy to vivo and harbourfront to shop! :D wahaha, i bot 1 top, 1 pair of slippers and 1 sports ***! yipee, i love la Senzas stuff.. so pretty and comfy!

we saw this dress. i tink its quite funky and i like it!:D but its like $55.. tsktsk. and i tink my deer necklace can go with it! haha. its a pity that i feel the print at the bottom seem to be abit asymmetrical...

we had dessert which looked pretty normal... but tasted heavenly:D i like the milk and syrup mixed up with everything...yum yum

and we shared our food. i had pig organ's soup which blew me away with its rich and herb-y rich taste:D

i made a little card for her... haha

thanks qing for the bodyshop stuff :) and yay, the necklace and belt was bought at 3 for $10. wad a steal:)

omytian, i only have 9 more days to my exams and im still totally in shopping mood :I

HOW?!somebody save me!

poles

i love the intricate lace details :) but well, the dress costs a whooping $149.90 so...,i'll just keep the memories ba... haha

WASABI TEI@ FEP with Qing :D

my dish #11- forgot the jap name alr... but well, its REALLY YUMMY:DDD its really healthy cuz i saw that the chef started off with literally a mountian of vegetables on the claypot den after sometime, the green mountains starts shrinking and then he adds in all the other ingredients like shitake mushroom and my 金针菇and thick danghoon and the uber fresh cod fish! omy天， the best is their broth...
buden.. their service not very good. the chef(husband) and waitress(wife) seem to be on a pact/competition on who can speak the least number of words and who can show the blackest face...hmmm. *shrugs*
and well, if u want good food u have to Q. the shop opens at 5.30 pm but at 5pm there is already a Q outside alr. its a small little shop which seats only 18 ppl so once its full, u have to Q outside...

i really enjoyed the food(and of cuz the company:D cuz it was totally spontaneous that we decided to dine there and thanks to qing to letting me kap so much sashimiiii..love ya!
i tink they can do away with the 招财猫 alr lo, totally biz huat alr!

qing is totally happy...

earlier in the day, i meet up with min:D

i got a pleasant surprise when she gave me a packet of 旺旺雪饼。so happy :D really very thankful that i made this 青梅竹马fren. as i saw min eating her hougang fishball noodles, i felt so comfortable and at ease with her, its like i have known her for ages:D and im super thankful that i have met such a wonderful fren in uni.

oh, and i received my bday present from qing too:) haha. thanks thanks:D

*

aint it amazing qing

that we are poles apart

in character and taste(in clothes)

yet our friendship
is as strong as the attraction

between the opposite poles

of north and south

i love bah kwas

i like this photo! very bright and colourful!(but .,.. its time for diet. :(
on the other hand, i tink im the master of emo shots. wahaha. and clara praised me for my nice photos! wahaha. song~

thousand hand buddha. wah i 扎马步 until wanna leg cramp liao lo....

i love this photo! :D

this one also one of my fav :)

i like natual shots too:) i like to shoot and be shot as well. hoho. i enjoy talking to strangers and listening to what they have to say too:)

omg, i love the durian pancake. hot cripsy outer layer and the cold and flavorful cold durian...ooOooheavenly

the official krbiz com cny group:)

yay, im so happy to get in biz com and cny group:) yay, thanks val val:D

really had a fun time @ chinatown

kaiying's 20th :D

im proud of the beautiful card:)

hope ky liked our mini 接机way of welcoming her. haha.

F4:D (one of the rare grp photos again)

i become the photographer. haha

i tink lynn looks very pretty in this photo:)

the zenzai was super yummy too! *craves*

独眼cake/monster :P

we all got addicted to taking monster shots. keke

im super pleased with my cold seafood ramen. yummy ;D
i like the effect of this pic:)

cheers!

Memories

that are nothing but yet mean everything.
~ S diary

i miss pk :( suddenly i feel like rushing home and digging out all the hidden memories, i feel like counting the number of stars and hearts in the little package tho i know is 13.14. i wanna count the number of iloveu u wrote. 1314. i wanna go back to that particular day where the events clash and i choose to go with frenz but my heart was with u. i wanna wear the ring on my finger instead of hiding it away. i wanna go out with you every single time u asked me out. i wanna hold your hand when u mustered up all the courage to ask me thru the sands.

but its too late. all these are nothing now. but yet they mean everything to me.

i wonder if all these have never happen, would i be happier?
cuz i would not have yearned the bliss

i had to steal this from z's blog. i love every single sentence of it.

"The only dream worth having…is to dream that you will live while you’re alive and die only when you’re dead. To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never to forget."

~ Arundhari Roy, The God of Small Things

hopeful

im really looking fwd to the coming week.
where i shall have my official break.
all these freaking essays are killing me.

tues noon -liberty
wed-shopping with qing.
can someone pls date me out? haha. i want kBOX session!

omg, the word "shopping" seems to have taken the shape of an alien/ufo

in the meantime, this entire week is dedicated to sc2101, with occasion interuptions of meetings, fb trg, touch trg and ivy bday celeb and ky bday celeb.

ok if i manage to finish my essay by then then it would truly be a celebration.

i feel damn bad cuz this week seems to be packed with alot of my good frenz bday. and i cannot afford the luxury of time and effort to do sth nice for them. :(

ok, i declare next week will be arts and crafts week:)

btw, i recently created a new group in my msn: ♥
里面都是我在乎的人
There isn't alot of people unlike this particular group which is constantly flooded with familiar strangers.
but at least i know when i feel lonely and sad, or i see their nick require my attn( whether good or bad) i can 第一时间 chat with them, and i has proven very useful.
Tried and tested :D

at least now i dun need to scroll down in agony, staring at the screen where the entire world seems online but there isnt a damn person that i can talk to.

crossroads

Alice: "oh no, which path should i take?"

Chesire: " Do u have a place in mind?"

Alice: " no..."

Chesire: " then it doesn't matter"

*adapted from the novel, Alice in Wonderland( at least that was how i rmb it)

I wish i had a chesire cat too.

kudos to wikiquote:

'Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?''That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,''I don't know where. . .''Then it doesn't matter which way you go,' said the Cat.

more often than not

the one who get hurts the most,

is usually

the one that cares the most

unfortunately

metamorphism

it dawned on me that ' extrovert and loud and cheery' became a past tense.
it was a self-fulfilling prophecy.

appreciation for the subtle and mundanes soars.

the lightning- such wretched beauty.


表面上看起来平静的湖水
里面可能就暗藏着急流
how apt a description for the human facade

is the english version,
still water runs deep?