House Bunny

when u are overwhelmed with fright and terror.

imagine watching films about war, terrorism,deaths and politics.
early in the morn.
not exactly a very good way to start your day.
SC2214 MASS MEDIA AND SOCIETY.
NOT FOR THE LIGHT HEARTED.
yet, it is one of the most enlightening modules which exposes one to the harsh and bitter reality of life.

it send shivers down my spine to know that whatever is running in the film was REAL, it wasnt JUST a show that people created in their minds or some drama that people conjured out.

IT WAS A FACT. STONE COLD FACT.

innocent people being killed
houses bombed and families torn
all in the name of "democracy"
(democratice or we'll kill you!)

in the name of truth
sacrifice
is it worth it?
why are people so power hungry, so evil, sooooo BAD and complicated.
简简单单， 开开心心，快快乐乐，这样不是很好吗？

what i found even more interesting was the change in my emotions...
shock-pity-sad-fear-anger-confusion-ambivalence-respect-helplessness
and the eventual
nonchanlence.
but having experienced the prior emtions, is nonchalence truly nonchalence. i dont know...

the heart is such an amazing organ

when the lights comes out* switch
hole in the heart
the light is an invisible blanket/cloak
so overwhelming that it hangs in the air.
consuming me whole.
×

thankfully, for the movie with qing:)
( the buncha stupid boys in front also made the movie more amusing)
人间是有希望的！！！

×for my own reference V
y1: kr 3s3c
y2: rovers + < 1/2 <3-ed kr
y3: apprehension :(((

i dun wanna plunge down when i have climbed thus far.
and become a void.