its just the emotions

Monday, December 22, 2008

i've got the urge

pubbing anyone?
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you're like a whirlpool
drawing me in
yet im uncertain
for what i see and perceive
are in conflict

things are left hanging in mid-air
when all is only fantasy
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some musings after reading a fren's entry:
how i wish i had a friend to listen.
listen without judging

i was quite sad today when i saw this best friend necklace.
momentarily stumped.

who could i give it to?
do i have a best friend?
( who knows every single thing of me? that i can share my ε–œζ€’ε“€δΉ with w/o having to phrase it nicely so that i wont be judged? that i can just shoot off w/o thinking? that will care about me so that if i disappeared from the face of earth, there is at least one who notice?)
sighs

i can picture dung laughing at me now:(
u lucky girl

as for now, i can only look at my doraemon fan
smile and smile back

what a loser

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