what is your ambition?

when i was in primary school, when aiyoyo and 阳光下日营 was popular, it used to be

TEACHER

when i was in secondary school, when 妙手仁心 and some lawyer show was popular, it used to be

DOCTOR and LAWYER

when i was in junior college, when thomas hardy, shakespeare and arundathi roy came into my life,i wanted to be

POET/WRITER

when i was in nus, everyone(almost) told me that FASS students would end up a
TEACHER

i didn't know what i want to be. so when my ma told me she wants me to take after my successful aunt as a
PROPERTY AGENT

i just nodded like a docile child.

but TODAY, a fellow prop agent just told me that its gonna be a dog eat dog world, lonely and competitive, u want the money, u've gotta be hard working and shrwed. need to be proactive and OTOT. :S

is this worst than 9-5?

DAMNIT.

can i just be a mountain guide?
actually i wanna be a photographer/designer/biz woman.

actually, i just wanna be a
RICH TAI TAI.

alternatively,

can money just drop down from the sky?
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recently, a friend's heart got broken. i sincerely hope that it will heal soon.
quote:

But then again.
It’s like one thousand paper cuts,
soaked in vinegar.
Like the battles with yourself,
that leave you insecure.
It’s all
just a numbing charade
Until the day you finally wake up,
and you’re not
afraid.

the evil winnie the pooh is back. curtains is gone, here comes motorbike vroom vroom. arbish.hahahehehahaho.