its just the emotions

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

post exams

im glad i waited again.
what started off as a bland egg yolk against a white canvas gradually metaphorped into a supernova of colours:)
i hope this applies to my life as well. angel's wings
swinging on the swing hence the dancing lights.
i love the col0urs:)
love is in the air. even the bldg is illuminated.(see the heart shape cloud?)
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finally its over,
but yet, the stop is not necessarily full.
its a comma, it connotates continuation
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how cool is the idea of a bookshop on a ship that sails around the world!
im glad i bot the monet book:) yay.
i tink its a nice photo of mab:)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUNG:)
look at the card. mine pales in comparison. ha.
here's the blissful girl
i love natural shots:)
it means that someone is looking out for u without u knowing.
at least u aren't invisible or faking out smiles till ur cheeks hurt.
hong looks like shes shooting an mv.lol
check out dung's teeth.hong so pretty here. heh
check out my buys:)
i love the bright and colourful designs in this book@ pageone.
this one is nice too:)
this 3!
can this book be the on my wishlist for christmas? :)

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i went to this movie with super high expectation, expecting to use finish my 2 packets of tissue which i highly expected to use.
but sadly, i wasnt THAT blown away.
nevertheless, it did leave me thinking and being thankful and slightly perturbed by the handhold.
i guess if i was that old lady i would have died with bliss.
i can just imagine her recalling all the past memories with her lover.
the love-hate relationship.
i wonder how she manage to stay alive
it must have been living hell
i can imagine her
dumbstruck by the late gift
heart missing a beat den starting to pick up an accelarating beat as her eyes hungrily devour the beautiful love letters that her anata written for her
soon her face flushes, her nose starts to twitch and the tears begin to trail down her wrinkled face
the emotions that went through her must have been comparable to that of the ocean which cruelly seperated yet connected them at the same time
but having said that, there were several scenes which tugged at my heartstrings too...
i especially loved the scene when the entire band(except aga) went to the beach to emo... when the yuanzhuming guy kept asking everyone to see the pic of his wife and prasing her wife, when he spotted the little couple at the beachside and telling the little girl about his wife. i loved what the little girl did.
she reached to him, drew him nearer and gave him the gentlest peck on his forehead.
man broke down and crumbled, revealing his most vulnerable state. without defences and pretence.
tired, we all are
-have we grown tired/ our necks growing longer/ hearts losing the fire/yearing for the right/true one?-

it reminded me of estha and rahel,of velutha
i want to be at the crossing
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i wonder if their union was one of desperation/depression/something that is unfanthomable to me.
F. ACTUALLY I JUST WANNA GO HOME

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

your last sentence is quite funny. but very real, and poignant.

i thought that the last few paragraphs are quite heartfelt, 'cos you seldom ramble on like that, then I realise that I understand, I imagine you typing and typing and your fingers aren't fast enough, 'cos everything came from your heart.


loveyou. hope you can go home soon.