the reader

yest night i stayed awake until 530am having a movie marathon.

i watched Detroit Metal City tgt with mei
den caught MNIKSS on tv while waiting for the reader to load.

MDC- No Music, No Dream
reminded me of my deviance module where in fact, the deviant are just a pitiful bunch who tries to be different involving in subculture to find themself a dream and an outlet for venting their frustrations. yea and the great happiness space, shinjuku boys popped out too.

CH suddenly asked to go for kopi session in the middle of the night but he was at nus and lazy to fetch me from east. haha. there goes my momentary palpitation.

The Reader- i tot i would fall asleep cuz i usually seyy after 2am but omg, this movie kept me totally awake and thinking. i really like this kind shows which keep u thinking and all these intense feeling makes u hold ur breathe and really FEEL for the characters. i really liked david kross's acting and theres so many scenes i wanna just gush abt. like the part when hannah scrubed him, and i loved the way he says,"its always me who has to apologise" i loved the way he stood still throughout the cleaning ritual and finally uncontrollably drew her head closer as she towelled him. i loved the scene where she mouthed him across the chest( i loved that the quivering sigh) i liked the fact that he deliberately planted a kiss on her when the waitress misunderstood that she was his mum. i like the man in that boy. and last but not least, i loved the last scene when the nazi regime survivor told michel to got to the cinema if he wanted catharsis. it was curt and cold but it nailed it like a needle piercing throught the veins to the heart.(theres so much more but i want to share it with someone instead of the com)

it reminde me of estha and rahel. like stacked spoon.
their union is something very profound, not just carnal.
i feel for michel cuz altho their affair lasted only a summer, it left an indelible mark in his entire life.

the tale with twists and turns/ It doesn't matter what I think. It doesn't matter what I feel. the dead are still dead/how wrong can you get/surprises /I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love, will sharpen it, will give it spice. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: "Only one thing can make a soul complete and that thing is love."

im looking fwd to the revolutionary road by kate winslet and leonardo di carpio

i know its evil, but sometimes seeing how warpped and twisted other people's life are, u take comfort in that urs aint that bad afterall...( theres a psyschological term to it i rmb...hmm)